DON'T THINK JUST DO!!!!!

You need to trust that everything happens for a reason.....

I've been driving myself crazy lately analysing everything in my life.....contemplating whether it all needs to change!!!!! I've felt itchy for something more, something new, something fresh!!!!!
But what am I searching for?! And when I get it will I be content and happy?!? Who knows.....thats why I need to shut my brain up and just live my life and see what happens!!!!! New mantra.....Don't Think Just Do!!!!! Because as soon as you start analysing your life nothings seems or feels right, you don't need to rush into decisions, life will guide you and show you the way.
In the past I been indecisive and felt all confused about something in my life, then suddenly I know the answer!!!!! If you don't know, don't act because when it is right, you'll know!!!!!
Life has this magical way of guiding you and even if you take a wrong turn you need to trust that this wrong turn was a necessary path to get you onto the right one.....

You need to enjoy the journey because when you get to where you wanna be.....will you truly be happy?! Who knows?!? You gotta enjoy the process, live and love your life.....Because you only get one life, but if you live it right.....ones enough :D

ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE.....DODO.....DODO DODO DODO :D

Last week I felt my whole world crashing down in front of my very eyes.....it was the scariest thing I had ever witnessed, and I knew there was nothing I could do to stop it, or even soften the blow.....I just had to watch it fall, but I knew I couldn't fall with it, I would just have to jump, or even leap over it!!!!! And I did.....

I'm not gonna lie to you all, I am not going to preach.....
It wasn't easy, I had truly had enough, I couldn't eat (and I love my food), I couldn't sleep (even though I was exhausted) I felt suicidal, I just felt 'what is the point?!' And now I am sitting here and laughing at what I was feeling.....how could I stop believing?! How could I let life defeat me?! Because now life is better than ever.....the drama hasn't diminished and I am still cleaning up the rubble but my outlook has changed and I can see everything that matters and even better I can see how strong I have become, by overcoming what I did and carrying on, not wallowing, not self indulging, just continuing with life and guess what?! Life picked up :D Life got better.....
Please people, next time you get angry with life, next time you feel suicidal, next time you think 'seriously what more can go wrong?!' Just sit, breathe and reboot.....and remember things can only get better.....when there is a huge down in life, there is always a huge up!!!!!
Life is shit, life is hard, life is a struggle but it is not that bad, life can surprise you, by picking up when you've lost all hope, life can reward you from your past suffering, if you only give it a chance. When life is sooooo bad that you can't even see the light, you've hit rock bottom, things can't get any worse, so guess what?! They can only get better.
So next time you life comes crashing down.....stand on top of the rubble and look up and get excited about the good that is coming next :D