I'm not going to change.....

2011 was the most dramatic year of my life.....I am not going to be ungrateful.....many AMAZING things happened but also many traumatic.....I won't go into detail and play my violin, but it was a whirlwind, I feel like I went through a lifetime of experiences in one year.....it was indeed a rollercoaster and it truly effected me and made me change my outlook of life.....this was wrong.....I have only just discovered.....
I came into 2012 angry.....so much anger of what I had been through was bursting out of me.....I was angry at everyone, even my loved ones, I was angry at the world!!!!!
I felt, I have been a happy, lovely person my whole life, trying my hardest to never upset a soul.....yet still all these terrible things were happening to me.....I felt people were taking advantage of my goodness.....So I began to think maybe I should stop being so nice, if no one else is making an effort to be kind, why should I?!
After tonight, I now know to change myself would be not only wrong but foolish.....It would be me giving in.....by becoming one of them, not only would this not be true to myself, it would be giving in......
If you are looking for true happiness, be kind to others and picture in your mind exactly what you are looking for, and eventually you will get it, happiness will come.....
And in turn others will see how amazingly happy you have become just by being kind and true to yourself and they will follow and eventually, I hope, we can make this world a better place, a more liveable world, full of happiness and joy.....not full of pain and anger.....
Lets all try, shall we?????