Being a scorpio we are naturally secretive.....and great at keeping other peoples secrets, so feel free to divulge :D throw me some?!
I'm pretty secretive, I keep a lot to myself, my mother taught me this is the best way so I have always carried a little (or perhaps rather big now) cubby hole in my brain for storage.....
Although often when writing songs, my secrets get exposed without my control, the next thing I know they are out in the open, I'm singing them to big audiences.....but are they really listening?! Is the message clear?!? I hope so because songwriting is my biggest outlet and I get to let it all out with out freaking out that I have let it all out, does that make sense?! Offering my deepest darkest secrets to the world, well, eventually when my music meets the masses.....And I've got a big secret, never to have been exposed, (hmmmmm perhaps it is out there in song) that I've resently told someone..... I really thought letting it out, saying it allowed, admitting it to myself as well as them would make me feel amazing. I mean, it is a big step, a leap if you will and one that took me a looooong time to master.....
Yet after all that, I am not sure I feel better, I almost regret letting it out. Speaking it, made it all the more real..... When it was my little secret, it could be ignored, denied, brushed under the carpet, locked away in my cubby hole, yet now it is out there, it has been released!!!!! Its real its come alive and I'm scared, I should have kept it under wraps,,,,,
Now I have no choice but to tackle it, the time is now, am I ready?! I don't have a choice really!!!!!
Its time to become like my dear friend Sebastian Horsley 'he had so many secret, none of them secret' set the secrets free, lifes to short to run and hide, embrace, rejoice and be true, be you..... Be free
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