Dry your eyes mate.....

Blogging.....that's a interesting one isn't it?!?!? See I love a good tweet, thoroughly enjoy telling the world how I'm feeling, what's on my mind and what I'm up to :D but a blog?! A full on essay about me?! And my life?!? :O see that freaks the f*ck out of me.....but a fear is no longer a fear once you face it!!!!! So here I go.....a blog, about me and my life!!!!! Argh!!!!!


The last time I wrote a blog I had just fallen off a twelve foot trapeze, had got myself a third bum cheek and was bed ridden, so had plenty of time and plenty to talk about but now I'm gonna throw myself in the deep end *splash*


I Hate to begin negatively, but I currently have tears streaming down my face.....do you ever get that????? A complete random explosion of salty water down your face and you don't really know why?! Well I am having that right this minute..... I am trying my utmost to pinpoint why I am crying, but I can't, perhaps sometimes you just have to feel your feelings rather than analyse them?! Really feel the emotion and something truly magical happens, try it?! Just let yourself go.....really feel your feelings.....clear your mind.....


So I'm feeling my feelings and my tears have stopped.....I'm all dried out.....

Still haven't come to any conclusion on what caused the tears, but the greatest thing I did was truly feel the emotion and give myself time, just a moment to be completely absorbed in my tears and now they've gone.....they may be back in an hour.....but right now, I feel clear.....I've dried my eyes mate.....