Give Yourself Time.....To Clear Your Mind.....

My mind has been in overdrive this weekend.....
Firstly, I've felt ridiculously nostalgic, looking at old photos and evaluating all my past decisions. Secondly, looking at my present, is this want I want?! Am I so busy that I am not actually getting anywhere?! Am I making the right choices?!? Am I wasting time?! And thirdly, looking at my future, what do I want?! How am I going to get there?!? Planning trips and being active in what I need to do.
Looking at my past present and future has been amazingly therapeutic and so enlightening and I finally feel like I am beginning to understand!!!!! What I am understanding I am not too sure?! But I definitely feel like my mind has opened and I am aware of my actions.....letting me see what I need to do to get where I need and want to be.....

I know it is all about the power of now but to live the life that you deserve, you need to learn from the past to change your future. Only you can change you. I'm not saying we all need to change ourselves, but no one is perfect, we all make mistakes and we need to learn from our mistakes, in order to break the pattern and the circle of life.

Sometimes life can run away from us when we are so busy constantly doing things, rushing from one thing to the next that we eventually see that we are not actually getting anywhere. No progression is being made. Sometimes we need to take time out, to look at what we've done, think about what we are doing and realise what we want!!!!! We don't want to wake up one day and feel like we are stuck in a rut..... Try to catch it before that hole is dug.

I gave myself just half a day (I recommend more time) to think about what I want and analyze what I am doing and I already feel so much better (all be it a little confused still) but I've made plans, opened my mind and realised my potential. Rather than being soaked up in doing everything that is so accessible to me, I have broadened my horizons, made my world bigger (whilst realising its a small world) and decided to go to where I've always wanted and aim to achieve what I've always dreamed of, I know I can't live in wonder.....can you?!?!?